I just can not deal with this anymore. Can I come live with any of you? My parents have absolutly gone hay wire. It seemed like one moment they were getting better about me going out places and things like that, but the next... I can fuckin go out anywhere. Like really?! gah, I seriously have not been able to talk to them straight this whole week because of all this.

I know they are just trying to protect me, but seriously! I am the type of person who likes to learn by doing and learn from my mistakes. How the hell am i suppose to learn like that if they wont let me go any where. "Oh thats a bad area Jill, we dont want you going there." Let me freakin find out for myself for god sake. If I get mugged, then hell I know its a bad area. Truly though, I seriously think I would be able to fend for myself if something happened. I may be on the tinnier side, but I know how to maneuver and get the peoples pressure points and things like that to make them submissive.




Well ok, besides that... Ive finally had the motivation to process all the back logged pictures Ive had around. So you will all have pictures from me for a while.

Next... next week I am going on vacation [leaving monday, dont know if I will have internet where I am going, so dont get your hopes up for hearing from me over the next week. Oh here is the kicker.. Im going to be on vacation with my mom, Im honestly not sure what to expect.



All of this just multiplied things


Sorry for the ranty journal... heres a feature to make up for it:


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That should satisfy you all for a while. Sorry if its too massive. You know me and my faving stuff.

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To Do List [this is more for myself]:
-Article about how I find my favs.
-perhaps some artistic shots
-try for some better self portraits
-make a list of ring craftsmen for my friend
.... i feel like there is more, i just cant think of it.